Saturday, October 31, 2009 for me.... :-)

last wednesday i took part in carefreequeen contest at pusanika ukm. they had given me a Linkin Park cd for my 30 seconds video of martial order to win this contest, my video should have the highest number of viewer.feel free to click is the due date..who knows i could be the winner? hahaha

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Berita Romance Daily

1st Feb 2008-Malaysia.
The girl's life in this picture has been consciously abducted by the man on the left. They are believed to start dating yesterday after they bump into each other's page at yahoo messenger Perak chatroom. Since the first date, they are helplessly attracted to each other like magnet. Phone bills seems ridiculously increased while each other's core business has been interrupted. Luckily the quality of their job are slightly improved. Now it is almost 2 years and they manage to remain loyal through thick and thin.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Journeys of my feet buddies

Price :RM55
Place :SOGO KL
Condition :A bit worn, but STILL WEARABLE

History of services
This shoes fulfill my longing for a footwear that are comfortable and water resistance. I walked fast, always running for a late bus and at the same time it should be suitable for casual attire to attend class and lecture. I wear this with my baju kurung, jeans, and skirts. For me, RM55 is quite expensive (to spend on my feet) but I am totally contented by the service provided. It never failed to accompany me who always have unexpected place and plan to go (even at night to catch the train).

Seized land
Pahang Matriculation College
UKM-PPBL, Pusanika,Pavilion,FPEND,FSSK,Za’ba, Unikeb,PTSL
Klang Valley
Kuala Lumpur

Price :RM17.70(after 70% discounted)
Brand :G.Davin
Place :Metro Plaza Kajang
Date :July 2009
Condition :Waiting to be send to a cobbler

History of Services
Just picked up when wondering at Plaza Metro Kajang at early semester 09'(PTPTN is just coming in and the money can't wait to come out, spent at shopping malls). It is very cheap yet comfortable.Besides, the flexible feature allow me to wear it on the go.The round tip with a ribbon remind me of my 'anastasia' in pet society. Just like my sandal shown previously, this shoes are multipurpose. I just wear it anywhere, with all sorts of attire.
Seized land
UKM-PPBL, Pusanika,PTSL,FPEND,FSSK,Za’ba, Unikeb,
Klang Valley
Kuala Lumpur

Price :RM27
Brand :XES appeal
Date :AUGUST 2008
Condition :WORN OUT
History of services
I always wanted to have a high heel(to look more feminine,ahakss), but it must be very comfy to support my active lifestyle. Since the design is quite appealing to me, plus it is picked up by my hunny, hurm..this shoes had 'once' become my favorite footwear. Now, it has loses the ability to provide services because the owner is very bad at maintainance.
Seized land
UKM-PPBL, Pusanika,PTSL,FPEND,FSSK,Za’ba, Unikeb,
Klang Valley
Kuala Lumpur

I always pray for you, every day, after every prayer. don't worry

This picture was taken on August 2009 when my family fetch me from UKM to have a picnic at PD. It was such a memorable moment since the opportunity for us to gather like this rarely happen. But here I'm not going to talk about the picnic. It is about my mum. My lovely mum.

Final exam is just around the corner. As any student would do, I asked my mum to pray for me. The same usual answer that I'll get each time is, " I always pray for you, every day, after every prayer. don't worry". The moment I hear these magic words, I said these to myself " Me too, mum. I never forget to ask God to protect and shower both of you with love. I'll prove that this daughter of yours will pass the exam with flying colors. At least, I'll put my best foot forward, regardless the pain and hardship that are for sure waiting for me.

Right now I'm listening to these songs..touching gitu..

Amelina : semakin rindu semakin asyik
Andra and the backbone: sempurna
sixth sense: tanpa
Anuar zain : ketulusan hati

Priceless package!

Exercises for the mind and body, self defense, and memorable experiences; all in one package. These are the thing that I’ve gained by joining the martial art group which is Silat Cekak Hanafi UKM. I get a skill to defend myself in a harmful situation and spent 4 hours of healthy physical activities per week (plus 1 hour of walking home from pusanika to za'ba). The training sessions were held on Monday and Wednesday NIGHT. It is indeed very tiring since I've got 22 units for this semester but as the saying goes, "no pain, no gain". Plus sometimes the trainers will send us back by car (but most of the time we have to squeeze our energy to get back).

The thing that impressed me much is, there are female seniors (trainers) who are much smaller than me but they manage to knock me down. (haha. Of course they could, I'm the one who is learning and they had the skill long before I joined them!). They are kind and helpful and always ready to help whenever we need; I can say that their attitude is very appealing. The male trainers always give us advices and show concern about our safety while we are practicing. However sometimes I find this session terribly annoying because I think they intentionally talk so much so that we couldn’t catch the last bus (11pm) and have to walk to our college. About the other members, they are all supportive and friendly (Plus hilarious too).
The most important part is when you know you like to stare at someone and the person gives a positive feedback. Haha. Well, that is vital for me coz I need inspiration to make sure I have the courage in attending the 2 hours training although there are loads of assignment waiting on my table!
p/s hope to see the person next semester.uhu

Monday, October 26, 2009

Deep...deep inside

I wanted to make him proud of me. Make him smile gracefully on my great days, so that I know all troubles he had gone through this 21 years are paid. Although sometimes I would have hate him for being too cold, too annoying (for this little girl inside me)he just want to give me the be continued--

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Rindu This person.huhu

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

something that you love might be something that is bad for you. only God knows...

i love delicious food, they make me grow plump.
i love cute shoes, they hold my feet in pain.
i love hp, the prepaid cost me hundreds per month
i love 'internetting', it makes my time goes by without productivity
i love hanging out, it makes me spent less in my study
i love shopping, it makes my account helplessly empty long before the end of semester

i love him , he is my soul, my happiness, but he turn away when i need him badly

pain..pain.. and pain.

i don't really remember when is the last time i have a great time for myself. all this while time was spent working on what i'm expected to do,what i've instructed to do and what ever thing that is meant to satisfy others. but how bout me? i've got feelings too. i'm human and not a machine! sometimes i feel like not any single person care about one turn to me when i need them badly. i was left behind and neglected. all i need is just love. i need people to care about me..asking me to perform well in my study is not enough; that doesn't sound caring for me,its an instruction! have they ever asked me what problems i've encountered here? who is your lecturer,what did they taught you in class-how many assignments --how many friends you have or how did you spent your weekend?- no,no,no! never! i feel very lonely. helpless.heart-broken.